Infront of them, i'm always a devil in the family, whatever i do is good, it will turn upside down. when quarrel, they always blame on the person who rise the voice up, won't care of what happening / whats going on. Why are they thinking of that way? I know i'm not right to rise my voice to them, but it doesn't mean everything its my fault. endup get scolded ( cos i rise my voice ), cos they dun understand my suggestion. I will never forget what they said to me which i start to do things without their help. ( since Sec 1 ) i earn on my own, spend without taking any pocket money. even die outside also don't want to let them know. ^O^ ( what a lame joke ). Well i feel very SAD about what happen last night, which i make a very bad action, which i dunno what will happen next.

I feel like a worm far away from the outside world.

Having a r/s really not easy. If anythings goes wrong, it will turn
Your family,
Your love one,
Your life,
Your friends,
Your dream,
Your future to nothing left.

Some people said, quarrel with your partner is a very common to r/s, but when there no quarrel, that mean there something wrong in between. what do you think?

Whatever is happen, is happen.
There no way to turn back in times.
Take it or leave it, the choice is in your hand.





i really don't like to QUARREL
and whatever i do, it turn upset down

I hate being a B.X.Z

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Darling sick, so my training postpone to Monday ::P





Good Bye, to all my favor foods. now i cant able to eat solid foods & fruits, why? heheeee cos something in my teeth. the only food i think is porridge. Sigh, everyday eat porridge sure will get board. but nvm, i can do it man. From tomorrow onward, I'm going to start my workup schedule like last time. feel healthy and keep FIT ::P

I'm not a words speak louder than action.


Life is not easy, Love is not simple