Disappointed, even closest don't treat like a closest.


Guess 2012 is a good start to QUIT CLUBBING
Time changed, People Changed & Life Changed...

Life is short, Live it to the fullest.
Just Happy and hide all the Sadness
I'm just gone.


Sometimes i felt, when people finish using you or need your help. at the end they just disappeared or ignore you.
What kinda of person is this...  HATE TTM


It seen the year 2011 wasn't a good year for me. Everything wasn't smooth as what i expect. not just say things that is impossible, but just things i tried so hard and all the gain was all fail.

I know life wasn't easy for everyone. but what can i say, my life it just turn this way.
Helping wasn't making any pride
Trying wasn't making any progress
Hoping wasn't make it happen
Wishing wasn't make it appeal.


But all of those have given me an answer to understand, to know who they are, what they want, and how they treat the way. People always say, you don't need to have many friends. Just glade that those who standing by your side. Ya... that sound right. Even those close one wasn't the same as before. Maybe that the way i behave or fate to STOP.


What is love?
Nobody understand, they only can tell you from what the story they seen or the experience they had.
Ya... Maybe Love is just a game. Today you play poker, tomorrow you play jackpot.
Its whether which game can win more. the more you win the more you wanna find another game to gain more. Sound weird right ? Well that's how all the things turn around.

You may try to follow their feet step, but you never know who you are.
You may turn back the way it is, but you never know who they are.

Nothing can change, you may try to be nice, but the person may take it for granted.
and back again, you turn around, you may never find the right one.



Its seen none of them can make it right.
Some said, follow the book you won't make it wrong.
But have you know that, the book won't till you what the real world it's gonna be?
Hahahaaaa....

Well, at least i know how value i am now, and i'm gonna step back from who i am or maybe no.
The real me, who the real me? Some may know, but some may don't
So let see how it goes.


Why always good things always turn bad...


The Story after 2 months;

When before everything was smooth and steady, but time goes by it turn to a nightmare.
I don't know what's in my mind, things really can't match well always have a bad ending.
I seriously sick of this crap already.

Trying to give in so much, change so much it won't help.
Trying to change worst and act worst also won't help.
What should i do, than everything will be fine ???




Life is really selfish....
From important to useless
Seriously, All my bloggers, please keep this in mind, care yourself more than others.


Past or Present,

Why i still having this feeling popping out my head that making mi running of out breath???
The air i'll breathe really making mi not easy...
I need fresh air !!!

Let me become the selfish man.
Nobody cares how you feel, because you don't mean anything to them...


Regret for bringing this place, but not belong to mi anymore..........


Action louder than words

Things that you say, even its not a very hard things to do.
it takes like a wind blow away.

Why should i care so much for ???
My birthday its coming, who will celebrate with mi ???
Should i celebrate ???

Guess spend on entertainment its not really satisfied !!!
I want to achieve things that i can relive on...

Hope my birthday present is the gift that i looking for or just RED packet will do... :P
Happy go LUCKY


Seriously... FML TTM !!!
Why am i always putting so much endup throw into trash.
I hate this feeling, been so hurt again give in what i can do, and it turn up like a piece of paper.
Does Communication important or Chemistry ???
I know your will say communication first.

But let mi tell you...
if both cant understand their language, than how deaf people in love with normal people ?
Cause they use love to communication, they have chemistry...
They find a way to make each other understand and that LOVE is all about.

Maybe i'm WRONG, but that shows how LOVE can win everything without saying a word.

I really don't understand... Does love really have to compare how their ex treat them well and want their new partner to behavior and treat them the same ???
Is that call LOVE? or Just want someone to be prefect like what they think of?

Putting so much effort really throw mi down to hell
I really dunno am i really putting not good enough or never put any effort?



Now its 4 in the morning.
I really can't sleep the whole night and i have to work in the morning which only left 3hours...

WTF is going ON !!!
I really don't no
really don't no what to do already...

















Finish watch a movie, its damn nice... never mass with human...
Well guess its enough for me to see all the things infront of mi.
Really a lesson for mi, never look back and never treat it too kind.

What is close friends
What is Brothers/Sisters
What is 3-12years of friends
Whatever it is, Good Luck to them...

I really don't no already, everything changed since the small misunderstanding.
Maybe i changed too much till i can't control myself or behave...
But i'm making a STOP to myself...

TIME to be SERIOUS...


Girls are getting more unfaithful, as what i'm see in the club infront of mi...
Hanger Hanger Hanger

Love it, Like it or not
FCUK it !!!
I'm Harry Hammie Q




A brand new day looking forward.
Past is a past, Future here i come...
Life still move on, Love still stay strong...
No gonna fall in love, i sick of those girls behave nowadays

CNY is coming and hope to see good things coming too...
never forget Red packet :P
Hope i get my job asap... i need it badly !!!

Today having dinner with J, she taught mi alot of her life in Singapore.
I'm not young anymore... need to think for the better





Hate the feeling when someone is knew not to tell but endup been spread around turn things upside down. I don't want to spoil it when its already spoiled.

Come to the point !!!
Can your EX be your friends after all the past you been through ???

Don't compare to those people who can do it.
They only face a short relationship.

There's no Right or Wrong in relationship
But what i can say is simple " Selfish "