I really cant believe this just happen so suddenly, why is this happen to me? why
I really very down this few days, no mood for anything... my life is totally meaningless !!!
What's the point living being hurt so much.... what's the point living with my family and i just felt so alone.
i really cant take it anymore. who can help mi? i cant even help myself now...
My heart is burning to ash. T_T. i cant stop myself thinking every few hours... why is this so unfair !!!

am i really a spare tire !!! i just an option to u.
why i so stupig never listen pplz advice and keep on waiting and believe every single of your words.

now i think back i really like fool....

Should i blame myself or krama ???
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!