Feeling Sad every night well sleeping

Movie of the day :: My GF is a Agent
Thinking of wanna greet her, but dunno why i didnt
I really miss her that cant even have the chance to spend time
its getting cool everyday and we are like so damn far away
i felt that your already getting faded on mi
like this how are we gonna be better?
And last thing, Cool down is your decision.

Telling myself,
Is everything started on me or what?
I know my wrong, and im change not too


Back to Saturday,

Its our 21th monthly anniversary
tho can spend more time with her cooking things for her than movie and chill.
but all the plan was broken....
Endup is Movie, Her bro in law bday than CLUB

Both of us working on Saturday morning
went down to her office waiting for her to knock off. but yet, time cannot predict and wait till 4-5
Cab down to her bro in law place, helping them prepare the food and celebrate.
Benson is so bless that his wife done so much for him...
Suddenly i change my mind not to club, as i know it will be bored, ( cos i know she will leave mi one corner )
So heading down to Edison place chill with the rest
You tell mi you want to spend time with mi there, but you think is thats a place for us or urself?
Ard 6am, she came down to find mi, i was abit high and i fall asleep
she was waiting for mi to come out the room,
but endup she never even come and wake mi up and just waiting outside till 2hrs and gone.

Whats wrong between both of us ?